Conversation with a gurl

I have been speaking with a crossdresser / sissy gurl for the last few weeks. S/he is unsure what exactly s/he is. A common issue amoung many gurls. This gurl and I will spare her/his blushes is married and yes s/he is one of the lucky few who's wife is aware and is sort-of happy to participate. Her/his femm name is Stephanie. 

Steph works from home at the moment and has the opportunity to dress, I will only speak with gurls who are dressed. Steph's wife is a Doctor her name is Lisa and as you can imagine is out during the day. 

Steph has beome an assistant of sorts. I spoke with Lisa at the behest of Steph as s/he is keen to be transparent with her.

I spoke with the Steph over Zoom and as always she was well dressed, attentive and very femm, Steph is naturally submissive and has a desperate need to dress and be girly. The following is the conversation I had with Steph. (I always record the conversations and share the recording with the the gurls wife or partner. As I have explained to Steph and Lisa, there is a barrier in place that stops Steph being honest and open with Lisa, my interview and subsequent recording helps both Lisa's understanding and therefor decision making and allows Steph a measure of release.)

Steph I must say you look adorable.Tell me all about your outfit and don't spare the details

(Blushing) thank you Ms Kate, well (giggle, blushing) my lingerie is from Bluebella, I love love love their sets, they are just sooo girly. The set I am wearing is called Camelia. The bra is wired and is black 38 C, I am wearing a size 12 (UK) thong again in black and the Camelia Skirt Suspender in black again a size 12 (UK).My stockings are from Wolford and are back seam leg with a plain top in sheer black, they are soooo sensual and I love how they look on me.

That sounds divine Steph, tell me do you shave your body?

(Blushing) Yes, as I do a lot of swiming, running, cycling and yoga I can use it as an excuse and to be honest I am not very hairy at all. 

Your a lucky gurl Steph, so many gurls struggle with body hair. Do carry on tell me all about your outfit

Yes Ms, well I am wearing a boucle double breasted blazer and matching pencil mini skirt from French Connection. (Blushing) I think it is the perfect for work and I love how it makes me feel like a secretary or PA. 

Interesting, tell me why do you wish to be a PA / secretary, what is it about that role that excites you?

Well, I (blushing) am not sure, I guess the fact I am in a traditionally submissive role. 

And...

(Blushing) I really don't want to say this as I know Lisa will see the video... Please...

Steph sweetie, you need to be honest with yourself before you can be honest with Lisa

I know, but... I am ashamed of myself 

I know hun, it is not uncommon to feel that way, tell me do you feel awful once you have orgasmed? 

Yes, I have soooo much shame once I have well (blushing) you know (giggle) cum...

Steph, gurls dont cum they orgasm, ok

Yes Ms Kate, thank you...

Well Steph why... what are you hiding from yourself?

(Blushing) ok Ms Kate, I am not sure how this will look, but ok.... I am well I guess I.... I... I imagine myself being used by my boss, being made to kneel and sucking him until he cums and then I get up make him a coffee and then head to the ladies to repair my makeup only to notice a little droplet of cum on my chin... (Blushing) 

Oh my that feels soooo strange to admit and say out loud...

It is... so odd, to admit that... I have had that hidden inside for so long...

(bursts into tears - sobbing)

Steph well done, please finish off your outfit description 

Yes Ms 

(sniffles and a a little giggle) 

Well I do love talking about my outfits Ms thank you for asking, My heels are from Kate Spade, I simply adore Kate Spade

I also have a matching handbag from Kate Spade. I really think heels and handbags should match just like a gurls bra and knickers should match. 

I love your handbag 

Thank you Ms Kate, can I tell you about my makeup, purfume and nails next?

No, I have my next call in 20 mins and I have to take you through the image test. I will share my screen in a moment, you will see an image I want you to respond quickly and honestly is that clear?

uhhhmmm yes, I tihnk so...

Good, lets start, I have another 2 gurls to speak with today. First image...

Wow she is soo cute, I love how she holds her breasts, not keen on her arm tattoo. But she is adorable. She has such kissable lips and looks sooo femm.

I sooo want to be her... (blushing) I love her body, she has a cute pixie cut and her breasts are perfect. Ms what does it feel like to be an attractive woman?

Well Steph, it can be the best feeling in the world, you are the centre of attention, everyone wants to be with you and you have guys and girls all vying for your attention, some try to buy it with gifts and promises, other try to convince you they love you and need you. Other try to be your friend. The power is intoxicating, but it can also be very lonley.

Many attractive woman struggle to embrace it. When I was young, I used to actively dress down than dress up. In college, I tried my best to stay on the fringes and not draw attention to myself. Back then, I didn’t understand that I was twisting and folding myself in into a tiny space so as not to be known as an arrogant, self-obsessed, looker.

I feel much stronger today and when a good-looking man gives me an admiring glance, it feels great. When other women compliment me it feels great.

I want you to imagine you are the gurl on the stairs the other woman is your wife Lisa. Tell me what you are feeling and thinking

(Blushing) I sooo know this is wrong, but I am excited, I sooo want to be the gurl on the stairs, any gurl to be honest, I want to join Lisa on my knees and help her feel excited and pleasured 

That is very brave of you Steph, what one question would you ask Lisa if this actually happend

Thank you (Blushing) what does it taste like (giggle) OH MY I am such a gurl

Yes Steph you are, embrace it 

Yes Ms Kate 

Now for the last image

 I know it is a silly question, but who do you wish you could be

Oh Ms Kate (giggle) the woman, I would invite all 3 guys to a secluded spot and suck them all off (blushing)

Good gurl. Now I am going to share this with Lisa later today. I want you to be sensative to her needs, listen and do as she asks, is that clear 

Yes Ms

Good Gurl now run along