A real cock for the first time

Many sissy gurls have expressed to me the desire to know what it feels like, to take a man inside you, to lick his cock, to taste him on your toungue, to smell him, to rub his cock across your lips?

 It seems several readers have aspirations to being more female, to explore the idea of womenhood and to experience sex from a women's perspective. The most requested 'the blow job' suprise surprise, every sissy gurls wants to be on her knees with her/his mouth wide open and a man holding your head as he fills your throat with his erection.

I wanted to give every sissy gurl an understanding of my first time, I hope you enjoy sissy gurls, remember to thank me in the comments section and tell me how it made you feel. 

Like most girls, I had built sex in my mind into something I did with someone I loved, I had never considered the possibility that sex could simply be a way o getting pleasure, scratching that itch deep inside. Well like almost every women over 25 I am far more aware, and far happier with my new relationship with sex. 

It was my first time, nerves, fear and a need to please him. I so wanted  to make sure it went well. To be honest it feels like an entire lifetime ago. I was at my parents’ house. I was sooo horny and looking for a little adventure, something that would give me what I needed. I knew exactly what I wanted, to explore my own sexuality and see what it was like to finally go down on a guy, to have him slide inside me to feel his heat. I’d kissed plenty of guys and girls in the past. A clumsy fumble, but for some reason, I made the conscious choice to take it up a notch, I was ready. Lisa, my BFF had described going down on her boyfriend weeks before, I would dream about it, masturbate to her words as they repeated in my head. I wanted to suck cock too. To see a guys penis, to feel the hardness and to slide his cock into my mouth.

I decided to invite a guy friend over, he played rugby for the school and I had flirted a little with him. He had a reputation at the school for being larger than average, giggle if you know what I mean. I had seen a few and even held a few so I had a small sample to base my judgement on.

He wasn’t the type to turn down sex if offered to him. My young mind wondered what it would feel like, what it would be like. I would try as much as I could to close my eyes and imagine myself in a guy’s body. I wondered what my mouth would feel like wrapped around his stiff member from his point of view.
Anyone who tells you they haven’t tried to imagine sex from the perspective of the other person involved is lying.

The day had arrived. We stumbled into my room and I locked the door behind me. If only my parents had known the mischief we were getting ourselves into. He was excited. I was excited. That odd feeling deep inside a mixture of fear and excitment made me somehow braver...
 

My mind raced “What’s it going to taste like? What’s it going to smell like?” I honestly had no idea what I was in store for. The room was dark. I lit some candles and played some music. I had tunnel vision and was after one thing. I didn’t know how to get things started. I did what any other self-respecting girl would do, I asked. Straight up. “Can I give you head?” His eyes lit up as he accepted my offer. I unzipped his jeans and that man smell hit my nose, not unpleasent a mixture of excitment and musty maliness. His dick was huge, he was huge, strong and powerful.

I took him in both hands and started to stroke his already hard cock, he didnt have a foreskin and I remember looking at his cock head, I bit my lower lip to stiffle a giggle and I blushed a deep red.

I took it and put it in my mouth, unsure of what to expect. The first thing I noticed was it was a lot bigger than I thought it would be in my actual mouth. It also shocked me how hot it was, I had sucked on my dildo like most girls but that was a plastic it didnt feel alive like his cock. It felt really good because it felt really bad. I’ve always loved that about pleasing a man, the fact that no matter how many times I’ve done it, it always feels like it’s still pretty naughty.

It was smooth, hard and hot and I liked having him in my mouth a lot. It felt wonderful and I really enjoyed the sensations especially when he started to moan. I bobbed my head back and forth on his shaft. He grabbed my hair and held my head and fucked my face.

 

I felt his cock pulse, it was so quick my mouth was full of cum. I was unsure what to do, my mind raced did he really just cum in my mouth. I didn’t know what to make of it. I had no idea what I’d expected to taste but it was definitely nothing like what I actually tasted. 

His cum filled my mouth and began to slide out of my mouth. Then the weird thoughts began creeping into my head, “Did he really just empty his balls in my mouth? He totally did. This stuff was inside of him a minute ago and now its in my mouth, my chin and on my breasts, instictively I licked my hand without thinking his taste was in my mouth and I tried to place the smell and taste.

I hadn’t thought the experience this far through. I had no idea what to do with the cum in my mouth. It felt like a huge amount. After a few moments I worked up the nerve and focus to swallow which was difficult. His cum was thick and sticky and smelled like cum. A smell and taste I have come to love and enjoy. I was covered in it (blushing the reality was very diffrent it was a spoonful and I have mostly saliva on my breasts and a little cum on my lips and chin.) looking at him, I giggled and wiped the cum from my chin and lips and swallowed that too.

Then the reality started to sink in as he lay on my bed with a smile from ear to ear, I was surprised at how quickly it ended. What I thought was going to be a monumental moment of life that would last something like an eternity ended up just being a few minutes of a naughty feeling. I didn’t even get off.

He left soon after and that night I played with myself until I fell asleep.