The secret secret life of a sissy gurl UPDATE

Every single sissy gurl has a deep dark secret, I can sense every wife, partner and women holding their hands up to their heads and just wondering - ANOTHER ONE, oh the drama! 

Drama is in essence so much a part of every sissy gurl life, but that is not the deep dark secret. 

'What is it Kate?' I hear every wife moan into your coffee's, what could it be? What else has the gurl in your life kept hidden away? What other revelations can the silly sissy bitch have to reveal? 

We know s/he likes to wear your knickers and heels, we know the sissy gurl is desperate to suck cock, we know that s/he wishes s/he was born a woman, we all know and understand our husbands and boyfriends want to look like her, so what else is there?

What else is your sissy gurl thinking about? A good place to start is, to understand what motivates a sissy, what is on a sissy gurls mind, lets begin by agreeing that almost all sissy gurl's are confused, challanged by so many mixed up and powerful emotions, from shame to excitment to utter need. If we could take a peek inside the head of any sissy gurl, we would see a world of feminity full of lace, lingerie, girlie friends pink, nails, red lipstick, giggles, gossip, fashion and hairstyles.

If we dug a little deeper we would find a sissy who is desperate to be wanted, lusted after desired as a woman. We would find a gurl who flirts, giggles and preens.

 

If we dig even deeper we would begin to see thoughts and desires centered around a world full of kinks, cocks, breasts and dildos, submission fantasies, cuck and feminisation desires.We can see the need to serve, to be fucked

But if we go deeper still we start to see the true essence of the sissy gurl and we begin to understand that each and every sissy gurl has only 3 desires, only 3 needs. 

Almost every gurl I have spoken to has admitted that these 3 fantasies are at the very root of their core, at the very root of who they are and want to be. 

Some where deep inside every sissy gurl is the alpha male they sooo long to be and yet they know they will never be. Inside every sissy is a desire to fuck women, a desire to have women swoon and gush over their cock and physicality, shocking but true, your sissy husband really wants to be him. 

Yes it is confusing your sissy husband wants to be him, your sissy husband who likes to wear your bra and thong and knows more about female fashion is longing to be wanted by women, dreams of being able to fuck like a stud. Your sissy husband sooo wants to rip off your clothes and fuck you so hard you squeal.

But nature has not blessed your sissy husband or partner, his cock is more of a cockette, a sissy clit and his stamina is simply not bull like. At best he makes you feel yummy, but he doesnt deliver that earth shattering orgasm, or the fullness you need as a woman.

So what is a sissy gurl to do? Well if you can't beat them become submissive to them. So instead of fucking you like a stallion s/he dreams of dressing like a whore and

bending over and begging you to fuck her/his sissy ass. Your sissy husband who wishes he was a bull, he wishes he could fuck you and make you squeal but he can't so you end up fucking him or

Even better you force him to suck your new bull boyfriends cock. As a side note this is the reason almost all sissy gurls suffer from post cum shame. As the sissy gurl deep down wants to be a bull, but the sissy desire to be femm and girly is overwhelming the gurl can only return to that state once s/he has cum, hence almost all gurls suffering from post cum shame.

As a wife of a sissy husband you should exploit his/her post cum shame. A sissy will do anything prior to cuming the moment s/he has ejaculated the shame sets in this is very common and as I have expressed in other posts this is something wives can use to control their sissy partners. 

I strongly recommend only allowing your sissy to cum from stimulation of his/her sissy ass pussy. This will help to build a femm persona and associate orgasm with sissy asspussy stimulation.

 

Moving onto secret number 2 - most sissy gurls are sexist their perception of women is stuck somewhere in the 50's. Yes I know it is crazy almost all sissy gurls try to express their admiration of women, the reality is that there admiration is actually objectification. In the mind of most sissy gurls a woman is an object, they have a very traditional view of womenhood and secretly long to be women in service.

 Just look at the common sissy gurl roles

The french maid 

 

The trophy wife 

The slutty college co-ed

The naughty secretary

The mistress

A sissy gurls perception of womenhood is based on their desire to be wanted and in the mind of a sissy gurl being wanted can only be something a woman does in a submissive way.

I have often heard sissy gurls say, 

'Women are sooo lucky, it is so easy being a woman, if I was a girl I would get married to a rich guy and just open my legs when ever I wanted anything.'

Sissy gurls see womenhood as a transaction. That is a males perception of womenhood - this is the real challenge and the real deifference between those gurls who have accepted their femm alter ego embraced it and giggled and blushed their way towards truly understanding themselves and women and those gurls who are just not able to deal with masculinity they lack so they turn to what sisy gurls feel is the 'weaker' sex to hide.

 

Just a little recap before we discuss secret number 3, which in my opionion is perhpas the most surprising of all. We have learned that your lingerie wearing husband is really a failed alpha male and is hiding in all things girly, we have leanred that your sissy husband belives women are weaker and are transactional and provide nothing other than sex, amusement and somewhere to stick a cock into. Yes really your lingerie wearing husband is not PC! 

This is clearly why gurls suffer from post cum shame. It is a simple test ask you husband does he suffer from post cum shame and if he does he falls into secrets 1 and 2. 

So what is secret number 3? Is it all about submission and being fucked hard? No this is obvious and not a secret at all, in fact even gurls with post cum shame have these desires.

It adds to their shame. Knowing they are so weak so needy that another man can take them and their wife.

Secret number 3 comes to all gurls eventually the post cum shame drifts away and the sissy is left confused and scared - what am I, who am I, am I gay all these mixed emotions flood in. Some sissy gurls are lucky and have a wife that manages and trains the sissy thinking (very easy to do a simple chastity device and a little edging is all you need) 

 

At this stage of a sissy gurls cycle they so want the perfect ideal of womenhood they sooo desire being the cute blonde or the sassy redhead, or the sultry brunette

They all want to be girly and cute, they desire so much of womenhood but they are desperate to hang onto one last item no matter how small, no matter how useless.

Most of you are all thinking the smae thing gurls at this stage would prefer to be pre op, the big secret number 3 the gurls just want to keep their tiny cocks.

Even though your sissy husband wants to look like this, be this!

 Even though your sissy husband sucks cock better than you!

 

 

 Even though your sissy husband can take a monster and squeals like a girl

Even though his breasts are growing, he still wants his sissy clit to stay put.

You can put the man in panties but s/he wants to keep her sissy clit! 

 

Since posting this post we have had an interesting and thoughful email from a couple. Obviously he is a sissy gurl and the wife has come to accept and love the female alter ego. The couple are in their 40s and based in Paris. 

After reading the original post they emailed and shared another little secret - Chloé the wife has asked her sissy husband Claudette to express another insight, Claudette has added the green eyed monster to the list - envy s/he goes onto say that sissy gurls are envious of women. I emailed back and asked Claudette is this similar to the envy they have for alpha males and the sissy replied no - sissy gurls envy alpha males because they admire them, with women sissy gurls are envious but have no admiration, they only connect to one woman normally their partner or mistress

I wonder what you all think - do let me know.