A fantasy made reality

Every single married sissy gurl imagines what it must be like to be a cuck. Yes you do gurls don't deny it. You imagine your wife dating bulls, you imagine being told to join in. 

Every sissy gurl has a fave story on Fictionmania, the story normally centers on a sissy getting caught and then the wife whoring the sissy out to her bull. Every gurl imagines being told by his/her wife to kneel and suck the alpha cock. This is a fact, but what happens when fantasy becomes reality? What happens to your marriage, to your wife and to you the sissy? What happens when your wife offers her bull your sissy ass?

Many gurls have shared their deepest darkest desires with me and without doubt the most submissive and deamining and obviously most exciting fantasy almost every sissy gurl has is to prepare the wifes bull and the wife to act as a fluffer (a fluffer is a guy or girl on set who normally prepares the actors and in some cases the actresses prior to sex)

Many sissy gurls want to suck their wives lovers cock, to make him hard and prepare him to fuck their wife, the sissy also wants to lick his/her wife so that she is ready and wet for the bulls huge cock. 

Why is this such a powerful fantasy for sissy gurls? It simple the ultimate form of submission many gurls state that they are giving their wives the space and approval of sex with a real man, a man who can satisfy and please their wives in ways that the sissy simply cannot. 

Firstly a sissy has no authority and can not approve anything. A sissy can however embrace their wifes choice to take a lover and be excited and happy for her. The wife may even invite the sissy to take part and learn how to make love to a real man.

So what is actually happening the in the mind of the sissy? It is clear that the reasoning is far more complex and centres around two core needs all sissy gurls have, the first and perhpas most obvious submission. Every single sissy dreams of being humiliated and used. The sissy gurl dreams of being treated as a sexy object something to be fucked and lusted after, the sissy is projecting their own false understanding of womenhood and longs to be kept like a pet. 

The 2nd core need is much more complex and is somehow at odds and perhaps is an indication of how selfish and desired based most sissy gurls are, and can be. So what is this need that is sooo compelling it drives gurls to wish their wives would cuck them?  In short sissy gurls also want to believe in the 'ultimate orgasm' they have an almost desperate need, to see woman lose control and succumb to a man. To lose total control of both body and mind to the all powerful idea of an alpha cock.

Why? What benefit does the sissy gurls have in seeing their wives being fucked by bulls? Why is this mythical idea of the ultimate orgasm so overwhelming to sissy gurls? 

Becuase this idea, this concept of ultimate orgasm is the gateway drug to womanhood. So many sissy gurls believe that a sissygasm is the first step. Training yourself to cum without stimulating your sissy clit while being locked in chastity is a the dream for so many gurls. 

 
Gurls fall in love with the idea of womenhood, they see woman as special, perhaps their parents poured attention on a female sibling and as a male sibling they were left behind. Growing up, they saw the power woman have over men - the desire and lust a woman can crearte in a real man. Sissy gurls are so needy becuase they need the attention and they want to be desired so they construct a female alter ego and build their female self. 

In almost every sissy gurl there are constants to this idea, the female self, without doubt the female self is younger than their male self, the female self is much more submissive and bi, the male self is straight, sissy gurls have managed to create this dissonance between who they wish to be and who they are so that their female self can exist.

The gurls are all in search of the idea of a multiple, wonderful, mind shattering orgasm. They need to believe in it, they need it to be real. Porn helps to perpetuate the myth. Is it real yes it is but like so many of the great things in life they are sooo rare. Which is why almost every real woman is an expert at masturbation.

So sissy keep dreaming that you might one day find the excitment and pleasure in a multiple orgasm, support your wife in every things she does, bask in the delight of being a cuck and befriend her lovers, you might get lucky one night and have some real man cock

 In the meantime learn from your wife and help her keep her pussy clean

On your knees gurl and lick her clean, you know you really want to.